Drawing Near "Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you." — James 4:8 There are nights that change your life. Not because something extraordinary happens. But because God quietly changes the way you see Him. This is one of those nights. It didn't begin in a closet. It began with a conversation. Earlier that evening, I had one of the most meaningful conversations I'd had in a long time with Family is was POWERFUL :). We talked honestly. Not to fix me. Not to convince me.

Today is day two of being back to work. My anxiety is high this morning. I couldn't quiet my thoughts, so before I logged on, I came outside to get them out of my head. Maybe if I can empty some of what's spinning inside of me, I can start the morning a little lighter. I feel like there are chunks of my life missing. Not memories. Pieces of me. When I look back over my life, caregiving was never part of the plan. I never imagined that my greatest purpose would become keeping

Please Don't Forget About Me I go back to work TODAY I've stared at that sentence for weeks, hoping it would eventually feel normal. It doesn't. People keep saying, "You're going back to work." But I'm not going back. The woman who walked out of that office four months ago isn't the woman walking back in. She left carrying one life. I'm returning carrying multiple. One son I buried. One son I buried years before him. And one little boy who still wakes up every morning expecti

Week Four, Day Six Friday, July 24, 2026 Tomorrow my son turns six. Every time I try to say those words, I have to stop. Because tomorrow isn't just Jaxon's sixth birthday. Tomorrow is the birthday of a little boy who now celebrates in Heaven. And today... today is the anniversary of the last day I believed everything was going according to plan. Because of Leap Year, the calendar aligned perfectly. It is Friday again. The same Friday. Six years later. The last Friday before